zero to one

does anyone else get scared that the last idea they've had for something is the last idea they'll ever had? that the magical place where they suddenly spring up from will just dry up and instead of making things you'll just spend the rest of your life trying to have an idea that never comes?

i think this sometimes. it's usually in a lull between projects like this one. i worry that the last project i've done is the last one i'll ever do, that for my next one my creativity will just go *poof*, and i'll spend the rest of my life in a creative block.

i then i start thinking about creativity, because i honestly have no idea where it comes from. and then i start freaking out a bit because i've based my whole life on something that i don't even understand.

i'm also in the middle of an identity crisis, which doesn't help.